E.T.D - An Autumn Song şarkı sözleri

Rain drops are falling down on my body
Strange sadness growing in my heart
My hopes come to end
Feelins are mingled

My cells are pouring down
Like poured down leaves in autumn
My face is fading
Like poured down leaves in autumn

I can understand something now
Fear, sadness, pleasure aren't real things
There is just real thing in the world
That is just death

Is the life this
Entirely pain, entirely fear
I heard some lifes which has happy ending
But all of them are story

What can I do for this pain?
Should am I live entirely with alcohol?
Can I live this forever?